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GExploring the feminine and masculine in GoddeG

GODDE ~ the masculine God of tradition expressed in ancient form

GODDE ~ the feminine Goddess expressed with a feminine ending

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Why I believe in a feminine as well as a masculine Godde.

I see, in the bible, a portrayal of a 'God' who appears largely masculine and sometimes warrior-like. And yet humanity is not just male.

My thinking is that, just as man and woman were both made in Godde's image, Godde himself/herself is both feminine and masculine.

Godde knows from the inside what it feels to be a woman. Godde knows from the inside what it means to be a man. Godde is so much more than we can even start to imagine.

I want to acknowledge the deeply feminine in Godde as well as the deeply masculine.

I know this is not for everyone, and I don't mean to give offence. I'm perfectly happy praying to Godde as my heavenly father - and if that's exclusively the way you pray to him, then I'm with you on that. I'm realistic that most Christians identify with Jesus's encouragement to pray 'Our Father'.

For me, that relationship is incredibly valuable, but I've found actually living with the feminine side of Godde has been very precious and exciting as well, and have found it helpful to pray to Godde in her feminine attributes sometimes.

So why do I use the word 'Godde' when there is already a word 'God' which is commonly accepted?

'Godde' is a Middle English spelling of the word that's widely used today, so it implies no insistent change in meaning, but the nuance of a feminine side, for those who see the feminine in Godde.

By using the Middle English 'godde' I can still think of him as masculine, and the archaic nature of the word feels revered and resonates with a sense of 'the ancient of days'. It works for me. But at the same time, godde with -de added gives the word a hint of possible feminine ending too, and for me (though others don't have to agree) that is really helpful.

If I write God, then that has always traditionally meant a male deity. Culturally the term 'God' is a masculine term. Gods in mythology are masculine, goddesses are feminine.

If I write Goddess, that has exclusively meant a female deity.

But for me, the use of the term 'Godde' is a personal way I acknowledge how I've found her (and him). I actually find it upsetting to call her 'God' although I do so if I'm writing to someone distressed or where it may distract from a particular need.

It is a way of expressing the Holy One who contains everything it means to be and feel masculine, and everything it means to be and feel feminine.

It is less offensive to people than regularly using the term christian goddess. In a sense it is a compromise, and yet it also adequately reflects the fact that Godde is neither exclusively male nor exclusively female. It breaks free from the cultural implications, the masculine implications, of the word 'god'.

But hasn't the Christian 'God' always been male?

In the development of our religion there has generally been a strong patriarchal element (headship of men, Eve sinned first etc) and it is easy to see why the authority figure of Godde would naturally be defines as a masculine identity by the male priests, and the male leaders of local communities. And anyway, it can be a helpful concept - I find it easy to pray to Godde my Father. Masculine is not inregrally 'bad'. But it can be.

The church has at times appeared deeply misogynistic - I read some of the comments that Augustine made about women, and feel dismay. And over-emphasis on masculinity can trap us into limited perceptions of the way we ought to live, or even the nature of Godde.

The last thing I want to lock myself into is that kind of 'God' projected in parts of the Old Testament who is macho, warrior-like, masculine through and through… the kind of 'God' who told Joshua to slaughter the women and children in the Canaanite villages.

And the last thing I want for my daughters or anyone else is a perception of women as somehow 'made from man' as in the case of Eve, weaker than man as sometimes suggested by Paul, submitted on grounds of gender to a husband, or somehow not quite so like 'God' because 'God' is more male than female.

I acknowledge the masculine side of Godde - but I'm not ashamed to explore Godde, and I've found it enriching and encouraging to embrace and encounter more feminine attributes of my Godde.

The loveliness of Godde.

I worship Godde who sent her only son Jesus, her boy, her eternal beloved one, to live with us and die for us. Godde of compassion and tender love. We have so much still to learn and understand.

Godde is both deeply personal and deeply reclusive. Godde is mystery. Godde is so much hidden and yet willing to be explored. Her feminine nature is like that, sometimes reclusive, sometimes encountered in love.

Sometimes when I dream of Godde she is so feminine and lovely. Sometimes when I pray to Godde she shows attributes that are so much more associated with femininity, like prettiness and delight in pretty things and tender mother-like love or sister-like laughter. Sometimes I have really great times with my christian goddess - honestly. I love those times.

And then sometimes I encounter Godde as such a strong and masculine, ardent Godde. I just find so many dimensions to Godde.

Of course, I'm using stereotypes and gender can't be characterised like that - men can know prettiness too - and women can be ardent. But the loveliness of Godde is far, far more than the masculine identity we so often assume.

My plea for patience and understanding

I say this in all sincerity, not to offend.

It is not two Goddes - it is just Godde. Godde who knows equally what it is to be a father and what it is to be a mother.

I understand that some people will find this really difficult - but as it's only my personal experience (and trying to be honest to myself), you can take it or leave it… or just think about it.

I can only say, it makes me feel deeply joyful and better understood. Somehow, the recognition of the feminine at the heart of Godde has brought something precious and beautiful into my life.

A Godde both deeply feminine and deeply masculine, and doubtless so much more as well.

In conclusion, I suggest that one way to break free from gender stereotypes or prejudices in our Christian lives is to recognise the feminine heart of Godde - or, at least, to recognise that the patriarchal assumptions of some of the bible's authors were understandable limitations in their outlook, and that this damaged outlook and prejudice are not things that we, as christians, should seek to perpetuate.

None of this changes the many profound encounters we read about in the bible, nor the encounters we may also have… with a Godde who is so much more than we can ever imagine or comprehend. A Godde through whom we can explore, in a fuller sense, what it means to be a "person", whatever our gender.

Godde waits patiently for us to know her better. As we open our hearts to love, as we seek to serve, we may encounter a Godde who is so much more than we ever conceived. And in this encounter we encounter ourselves as well, and the way we view other people, and treat them.

Men and women, made in the image of Godde. Made in the image of the lovely, personal, mysterious, dark and reclusive, brilliant and beautiful Godde.

 

 

 

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